Fellowship - Day One

For anyone who's wondering what I am thinking this morning as I get ready for my first day back at a "real" job.

1) I'm tired because my sweet boy stayed up late and woke up early (almost as if he was trying to prove the folly of my ways)

2) I'm happy because I got up a wee bit earlier than I had too and so 15 more sweet minutes of sleep are mine in mornings to come.

3) I am excited because I get to go back and see all the people in the Heme/Onc department whom I like so much and genuinely have missed the last year. (I am going armed with baby pictures, of course.)

4) I am nervous about having to find my way around the new hospital. Despite the fact that Children's is home, I have no idea where I am going this morning.

5) I miss my visitors, the Wheelers from California, who selfishly went home yesterday and left me with reality again :) but not before a whirlwind tour of toddler friendly Pittsburgh!

6) I don't want to send Nathan to day care all day. I am more than a little nervous about how he will react to the change, especially since he was "all-mommy-all-the-time" last night.

7) I am now pleasantly full off Egg Beaters, Veggie sausage, and blueberries, so it is time to pour my coffee and go!